It’s obvious I am hated by everyone, they just don’t say it. I really wish they would just tell me that they hate me instead of pretending. I mean, who would want to spend their time hearing some stupid retard ***** about her life? I don’t know what to do. I’m always tired, but now I am so tired that I can’t even act happy around two people!!! This school year I’m gonna tell everyone to stay the hell away from me because, again, no one wants to listen to me. I am pretty sure I need help but I’m too scared to try. I hate myself more than anyone because I’m such a coward. I hate being like this because it makes me lose all of my friends. I don’t know why I’m still here-oh yeah, cuz I’m a fucking chicken. Whoever read this, I’m sorry for wasting your time.