i dont know wat da bloody hell i m doing here but it hardly matters to me know as i dont think nething is personal in ma life………
But i do wana express my feelings to so let it be here only.
I m frm Delhi,India i hav had a alot of friends but i dont like any of them know the babe who loved me has only played with my heart nd knw my parents nd sis hates me…..dad thinks i m a dopist which i m nt nd he doesnt let a single moment to skip from his hands to abuse me …… I think he hates me….my maa also doesnt like me nemore nd sis thinks i m a dustbin who is full of crap……i hope it gives u people an idia how beautiful my life is.
I feel like dyin everyday so it would be much better to die in a single shot rather being dying in parts………. There is no hope left in my heart that everything will just get normal coz i knw da problem is in me and i m unable to solve it……….
Everybody hates me and inturn i have started hating myself more den they do.
Cn ne1 suggest me nething that wat should i do…….nd you ppl think i have gone mad nd i need a psychiatrist……………………..
Thanks alot for bearing me…
A’hole from india……….
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If you think there is a possiblity that you are not seeing things clearly then get help if you can. you say,,,””” There is no hope left in my heart that everything will just get normal coz i knw da problem is in me and i m unable to solve it……””””
Is it in you? can you change how you feel?
I am alot older than you and never got help, dont wait till you are old and still suicidal,,,it will be a sad life. like mine.
i know it feels like the world is against you. i felt that way too. you have to combat all those people in your life; by feeling hated toward yourself is letting them win. you have to show them what an amazing person you are, no matter what. show all your friends, that girl, and your family that they are idiots for treating you that way. you can talk to me anytime you want. my email is isabofray@aol.com. godspeed.
Sincerely,
Cassidy
P.S. I’ve always wanted to travel toindia. must be beautiful.
surely india is a beautiful country and so is every place in world but the fact is surely that u hav to be happy in your soul to feel that beauty……….nd well thanks for commenting………