i hate myself and seriously wana die……

  August 4th, 2009 by alone_y

i dont know wat da bloody hell i m doing here but it hardly matters to me know as i dont think nething is personal in ma life………
But i do wana express my feelings to so let it be here only.
I m frm Delhi,India i hav had a alot of friends but i dont like any of them know the babe who loved me has only played with my heart nd knw my parents nd sis hates me…..dad thinks i m a dopist which i m nt nd he doesnt let a single moment to skip from his hands to abuse me …… I think he hates me….my maa also doesnt like me nemore nd sis thinks i m a dustbin who is full of crap……i hope it gives u people an idia how beautiful my life is.
I feel like dyin everyday so it would be much better to die in a single shot rather being dying in parts………. There is no hope left in my heart that everything will just get normal coz i knw da problem is in me and i m unable to solve it……….
Everybody hates me and inturn i have started hating myself more den they do.
Cn ne1 suggest me nething that wat should i do…….nd you ppl think i have gone mad nd i need a psychiatrist……………………..
Thanks alot for bearing me…
A’hole from india……….

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