General so very tired by nowamfound 8/26/2009 written by nowamfound 8/26/2009 just can’t take this pain, just want it to be over , just wish I could find the cojones to do it.Â just can’t stop crying just can’t sleep just don’t wnat to leave my house, just so filled with self loathing, just so damn pathetic Cojonesfuck itSelf LoathingSleep 2 comments 0 Email Related posts Honestly, I don’t know anymore 5/19/2022 want to disappear 5/18/2022 Recovery – the big lie 5/18/2022 Everyday 5/17/2022 untitled 5/17/2022 Self Sabotage 5/17/2022 5/17/2022 A phone addiction 5/17/2022 June is coming 5/17/2022 new, objectively good, subjectively threatening 5/16/2022 2 comments Yura 8/29/2009 - 11:13 am You know, I’ve been replying to lots of posts today, I just wished that I could spend time with someone. Sometimes I think I’m too much of a bother, that I should be happy all the time so I wouldn’t be a burden. But sometimes, I feel sad and I want someone to just be there during those times, that’s all. I get worried that if I keep on going to the same person whenever I’m sad, I won’t have anyone to go to if I’m truly depressed. I don’t dare dare ask them if that’s true though, because I’m not sure how long it will be the truth. Log in to Reply hjm5 9/1/2009 - 8:54 pm i know exactly what you’re talking about. i understand completely. i felt the exact same way earlier this summer. i was cutting myself because it was the only way that i could feel better. you just need to talk to someone about it. it’ll help. so much. i know that just posting my story on here and reading people’s responses helped me more than anything. if you need to talk, feel free to email me. because even i need someone to talk to sometimes. firstname.lastname@example.org Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.