Suicide :(

  August 18th, 2009 by MjLover123

Im 13 years old and ive been thinking about suicide for a while now .. my grandad passed away in april and i was a huge fan of michael jackson who died at the end of june .. i keep crying at the tragic things that have happend to me .. i want to end my life so i can rest forever instead of my friends mocking me and saying that im obsessed with michael jackson .. i cant even talk to my best friend about my suicide attempt because shel just get mad and think im being silly .. ive always wanted a child and get pregnant and i dont want to kill myself because of that .. ive a whole life ahead of me and i bet people will say im just going through a rough patch at the moment but im not i have a feeling this is going to go on for a very long time .. i just want it all to end and fast yaanno ..

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