I know I don’t have the guts to go through with suicide but there is only so much someone can think about it. Think about how much better it could be. I dont know about you, but if your mother is screaming so much hate towards you.. Who would want to stay alive and listen to that? Defiantely not me! I dont know how many times I can take to being called a whore and a slut when I’m not even close to that at all. I have to take so much shit from that woman who’s meant to love me and what makes it even worse. No one believes me about the way she treats me, no one ever listens to me. I need to get out of here, out of this house but I can’t! Where have I got to go? Absolutely no where. No one wants to put up with my depression. No one wants to give a shit about anyone except themselves.