So 2 weeks ago I went on a job interview and they said I would be a great addition to the team and they offered $20.00/hr. I was so excited I said yes, they said ok we are just going to check yoru references and get back to you to set up for your first day. I went shopping for new outfits because this job was business casual dress code. I got my hair cut and nails done. Then I never heard back for 2 weeks and today they call and said they want to keep their options open. WOW, i feel like a loser and have people telling my now that i’m dumb and wont find anything.
I mean the more and more I think of it I have nothing to live for, no friends, no job and a family that doesnt care. I would be happier gone from here.
My mind just wont stop tellling me im a loser and that this world just would be better without me in it. Im sitting here in my room with a bottle of vodka and 3 bottles of pills.