I’ve never sought help like this, nor looked for it. I’m bored and finished watching a movie(The Wackness). If you have seen this movie, i can relate to that kid and his heartbreak. I’ve only suffered one heartbreak, and it has nothing to do with where I am at(level of depression). That being said, I’ve done far much more damage to others. Not saying I’m a whore of sorts, just having issues with this backlash of reality.
OK, lets shorten this up so I have a chance to capture someone who can relate or pretend to relate. I was the happiest fat man in the world. Till I lost the majority of my weight with a magical tool call the Lap-Band. I am so displeased with who I’ve become and the sudden realization that I lived a LIE my whole life. My lie has dealt me a beating of depression. I wasn’t ready for this change in life. LOL, who are we kidding, who can say they have lived being as big as I was. Anyhow, I’m hot for a fat man(in case your still curious) even though I’m not fat anymore. I’m just big boned. OK.. respond and make me happy.
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holy grail,
your story is too short, I had to search the meaning or guess of what you meant.
Lap Band is a surgery restricting the passage of the stomach, putting in a non-natural band, and damage reports are found.
Some patients have side effects of vomiting and healthy normal food can’t pass through, restricting blood vessels and the Band’s shifting.
Another alternative surgery is MGB–mini gastric bypass–to connect further end of the intestine directly to the stomach.
I watched a few videos. 2 of which I found interesting.
youtube.com/watch?v=cmZrEN3_Fnw&NR=1 (surgery about removing lap band and perform the MGB)
youtube.com/watch?v=5acD5qZ-efA&NR=1 (failed LAP-BAND patient’s experience)
“First post being my last post.. Just kidding”?–People here are honest to their souls ready to sacrifice!
“to capture someone who pretend to relate”?–people will dodge from commenting to you.
“respond and make me happy”?–people will think why should they do that to you, and not the other way round.
About the movie, I have to see it before I can know what you mean about the resemblance.
I responded because I know you are kind. And you’re just young in thoughts. Indeed seeing if I can offer something good for you.
Thought if I left it full of holes things would be much more interesting.