i’v been dealing with depression for 5 years now and tried to kill myself many times. everyday i feel like there is no point to keep living. friends have tried to help me but turns out i cant trust any of them..so it would be nice just to talk to someone
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hi my name is ericka and i hav been dealing with mines for the past 7 yrs got tried of it tried killing myself 2. my friends threaten me tht if i tried 2 kill myself again they would kill me, bt its not the same as if they would the problems i hav, u kno? how bout we help each other?
you can e-mail me and talk anytime you like, I know it’s not that easy to trust anyone with the depression and suicidal kind of thing, some people would think you’re just insane and spread it around, I know how that feels,
http://suicideproject.org/2009/10/suicidal-at-8-years-old-my-own-story/comment-page-1/#comment-36632
well if you want to talk here is my email and your welcome to leave me a message any time you want and i will get back to you as soon as i can
It’s not worth it. Trust me. Nothing bad can ever happen in life that’s worth killing yourself. I fell into depression last year. I thought things would never change. Everything became as worse as it could have. I tried to kill myself. I was alone in the dorm room and overdosed on more than a hundred pills. I was knocked out in minutes. Next thing I know was that I woke up in the psychiatric ward 2 days later. Apparently, somehow someone on my floor found me lying outside my door. I have no idea how I got outside. Only God knows. He does exist. This is just His test on our lives. I thought things would never improve. I was in the psych unit for a week. When I left, I still felt depressed and suicidal for months. I would cry every night in the bathroom holding a knife in my hand. But I clung on. I held on for my life. I gave it a chance. Today, I’m steadily improving mentally. My suicidal thoughts are gone. I’m still a little depressed at times. But it’s only been 6 months. It takes time. Trust me. You’re going to be perfectly fine soon enough. You just have to stay strong. I’m only 18 years old and that one night was the worst decision of my life. The pain I inflicted on my family is unbearable. People do care about you. It’s just that there’s chemicals due to meds and just so much shit going on in our brains that we can’t control. If you and I can get through this part of our lives, we can get through anything. Email me if you would like to talk to me at i.survived.91@gmail.com. Stay strong. Never give up. I don’t even know you and I care about you just because I was like you at one point and after months I understand that nothing in my life is worth it to give away my life. Please believe in my words. I can help you overcome this. Please email me!