I FEEL SCARED

I think I understand you partially. Let’s say, I know what’s about thinking of doing the wrong thing. The good news is just that what you think is bad, actually is not bad at all……

For god’s sake, do not be afraid of having sex!!!! If you smoke something else and drink as well I know you have just a kind of moments of fun and it’s also not bad. You don’t even go to jail for this. So, don’t worry about this fucking religious beliefs. They are just litteraly killing you. Why should the church control what you do with your genitals?

What I don’t understand is why do you still meet this guy? Probably you love him, yeahp, or he’s so fucking hot that you can’t stop. But in any case I would not meet him anymore, because you should not stay together with someone that disrepects you. Maybe you can’t do this suddenly, but you should avoid him slowly….

Listen, you are not really depressive or with illnesses regarding to suicide reasons, like bipolar….. You are just with some problems and should solve it. You are threatened by bulshit religious beliefs and you should just say fuck to the church!!! Church has good sides and very good things, but their only way to keep the power on the last 2000 years was threatening people with Devil and Hell. My ex-boyfriend was actually an ex-priest and he always repeated me that there’s no hell and no devil. The most important religious person on the history always denied the existance of hell and devil.