How is it that I have parents and siblings who love me friends who care for me and good grades nothing bad yet I still want to die and I compare my life to others who have the complete opposite of mine and they want to live but they have such slim chances of that. I want to die I’m not happy ever and I feel so guilty for thinking and feeling all of this when so many people would give anything for what I have. I hate feeling this way it makes me feel worse and I don’t know what to do with my life now?
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i know how you feel. im in the exact same situation. one of the best runners around top grades loving family great job for a teen everything. you and i are just down because of stress. we need to get rid of it have some fun and we can be fine. just find an out let and you will be ok.
I try spending time with my friends and my family but it’s hard I’m still so unhappy.
I know how you feel 🙁 sometimes life just gets to be too much and you need to take a step back and realize the great parts of it! If you ever want someone to talk to…just send me an email at irishluckycharm9@aol.com 🙂
finally i’m not alone. i have a great life. a millionaire loving family. top grades at a top school. friends. and most importantly to me, a loving girlfriend. but i still hate myself and my life. i feel guilty that i have so much and want to die when others have crappy live’s want want to live. the main thing i get depressed over is depression itself.
whenever my girlfriend does anything fun without me, i get jealous and depressed even if its nothing. then i get really depressed because i let something trivial upset me.