so i just swallowed 4mg of Ativan, 100mg of Citalopram and 200mg of oxycodone or something like that… oh and 2 shots of smirnoff but thats all i could handle cuz i kept throwing up in my mouth cuz im all shaky and nervous right now. this is my second suicide attempt. i just really want to die, and i hope this works. i also have a plastic bag with an elastic band next to me that hopefully i will remember to put on my head just before i start to pass out. anyways, i really hope i took enough stuff!
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Dude,
Email someone and talk. I know it sucks, but sometimes knowing someone else feels it sucks just as much, but is maybe a bit more hopeful for whatever godforsaken reason is enough…
steyr.caephus@gmail.com. We can chat on Skype if it would help too.
I hope you did not succeed.
I truly hope that you get this comment because, in spite of your desire to die, there are many people who want you to live. If you cannot find the will in yourself to live, think of people who know you, especially family. Do you want to put them through the pain of having to bury you?
I do now know your story or your circumstances, but as a recovering suicidal myself, I know that any situation can be overcome with a little patience.
Thank you for posting here. It shows you still care enough to want to talk to someone. If you want to talk to me, my email is wduct40 at gmail dot com. I promise I will listen.
I tried 5 pills 900mg each annd it didnt kill me.
Nah. I didnt drink it. I googled it and it says 3000 mg of the same pill isnt enough to kill someone. There should be different pills.
Lol i dunno im not making sense anymore.
ya sooo i didn’t die :@ i’m so f**king pissed!! had the most traumatic experience at the hospital aaand was admitted to the psych ward for a few days till i begged to get the $%*# out of there cuz it was HELL. im so mad, i still want to die and i feel like theres no way out since this was my 2nd attempt =( stupid percocet pillz!
p.s. if theres anyone out there in Vancouver, BC that wants to die too, let me know plz