want to die

  October 8th, 2009 by lalalinda

so i just swallowed 4mg of Ativan, 100mg of Citalopram and 200mg of oxycodone or something like that… oh and 2 shots of smirnoff but thats all i could handle cuz i kept throwing up in my mouth cuz im all shaky and nervous right now. this is my second suicide attempt. i just  really want to die, and i hope this works. i also have a plastic bag with an elastic band next to me that hopefully i will remember to put on my head just before i start to pass out. anyways, i really hope i took enough stuff!

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