It’s hard talking to people about my feelings, people I know, and I act happy and nice in front of everyone when really I’m not. I’m fat, mean, gross, rude, repulsive, disgusting, greasy, and people hate me because of this. My body looks gross and disgusting it makes me want to puke everytime I see it and I hate seeing all these beautiful people at school and then comparing them to me, it makes me hate myself so much more. Seeing all these skinny, pretty girls and seeing this fat, ugly thing walk by them it’s disgusting. I have no good qualities and I’m pretty much worthless to the world. Why is it so hard to be happy? I see so many people who just look happy and please with their life. Why is it so hard to like and accept yourself for who you are? I hate myself and I hate when people stare and when they point and talk about me. I know I’m disgusting and I know I can never be something in the world. Why is it so hard to live a good life and be proud of the accomplishments you made in it?  Why is it so hard……..
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You sound exacatly like a kid at school I know. I don’t have a big problem with this kid, it’s just that a while back he hurt one of my friends, and I’ll never forgive him for it. I can’t STAND it when people who hurt other’s feelings. I know this sounds kind of hypocritical and ironic since people hurt his feelings every day but to tell you the truth, I know exacatly how you feel.
CONFESSION TIME: Last night my parents caught me in the act of trying to overdose on Tylenol PM, and now they’re sending me to a freaking therapist and putting me under a microscope. I don’t want that – I’m sick of living. They’ve already sent me to a therapist once. I just want it all to end. I’ve officially hit rock bottom. I miss the days when “rock bottom†meant “he has a girlfriend†instead of “I can’t take it anymoreâ€. If you ever want to talk, my email is mariswimmer7@yahoo.com.