Wondering??????????

I sometimes wonder what it all for. Life that is. It’s so simple when your a kid and then in one moment it all changes. And part of you wants things to go back and be the way they were. But another part of you says that things can never be the same. That life will always be this way. Which bring me back to Why? Why are here? Does matter that we are here? If it does matter, then to who? I am finding it hard to care about things. I am scared that one day I will wake up and not care about anyone or anything including myself. Who wants to be a person that care for no one , care for nothing. Who wants to live a life like that?