I’m thirteen years old. And i’m depressed. I know i am. I havent been tested or going to therapy, because i havent told anyone because i dont have anyone that would keep my secret a secret. lately, i’ve been contemplating whether im bipolar or not. I’ve never noticed it until recently. How can i tell?? I cut myself, drink when i cant take it anymore, and constantly try to get high-like feeling off of excedrine. I lost the one person that cared for me. And everytime i think of how he doesnt talk to me anymore, i get really depressed and quiet. I want to talk to my bestfriend but i dont know if she could keep that a secret. Can you leave your email? id like to talk to someone going through something similar.