Sometimes I wish I had cancer just to die without feeling guilty. Sometimes I wish there were no medication to help a little, so that I couldn’t bear living another day in this meaningless world. Sometimes I wish I didn’t constantly dream of not existing too, cause hope is vain when you look at the same ill face every day in the mirror of reality.
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Yeah, for me, I wish it had been AIDS…
I wish I had AIDS, so not only was I almost DEFINITELY dying, but no one would want to be around me (not because AIDS is so contagious, but because most people are ignorant about it)
Then I could die, alone, and miserable…
You are not alone, but I can say, that I don’t feel that way anymore; Can I say that life got better? Not really…life’s a bit the same, it’s just that I look at things so much differently now…
If you ever need to talk…
Email: stolenname123@yahoo.com
🙂 JENNIFER!
I feel the same way so if I did have cancer my family could accept more than if I were to commit suicide which I can’t seem to do because I love them but it just hurts now because I don’t feel loved.
Don’t think that!!! Because think about all the ppl out there with cancer that want to live!!! The girl i love right now could have breast cancer and it is taring her apart!!!