bye forever

Hello, My alias is Phoung. Its a pleasure to meet you. At the end of my comment is my email. I encourage you to talk to me.

No, i dont think it is good bye just yet. I understand how the world has fucked you over and over. And i know that YOUR pain is becoming unbearable. I dont know your pain, i only know mine.

Instead of saying sorry here, you should tell your mother this. By telling her sorry means that she is someone whom you care deeply for. Had you not cared for her, you wouldn’t have said sorry. It is your choice, however, to tell her how you have been feeling.

You don’t have to think about everyone else’s feelings if you decide to commit to suicide, but it is something that you should consider. Because if you do decide to end your life, your pain is then unleashed unto them. And that, is pretty low and selfish. but i am not judging you, i give my word. this is only something i suggest.

Whatever you decide to do, is your business. Iwont get into your way nor will i tell you what you are doing is either wrong or not. I do however want o you to think about this:

will you have died with the peace you have been desirering for so long?

If you choose death as your alternative, you will not die with the peace you have been wanting. And your soul will have to carry on with the only thing it new : the pain, hatred, and unhappyness. Is this what you really desire? You are miserable now and you will be miserable even in death, (and i am not talking about hell.)

But just remember: you can change all of this. All you have to do is decide. Suicide in not the answer for you. I encourage you to fight for the peace you have been wanting. I encourage that you fight the world and take what you deserve before you die.

I want you to die with the peace in mind you deserve. But i dont want you to die now. There are many things that you can change, this i am positive about. The choices are yours. I hope you choose wisely.

I believe in you. I believe in everyone here. I know you and them can over come everything. You can change this. Your past can make you stronger, and you can fight against the hell, and you can rebuild your world that is crashing down around you. I knowyou can over come all of this. I know you can. And i am willing to give you all the helpyou want, all you have to do is choose.

I do hope to hear from you. Like i say, i encourage you to do so. Iwant to hear more. I want to hear your stories. I want to know what you feel. I am willing to be there every step with you if you want me to do so.

silly.snowball@yahoo.com

I believe in you. You can over come all of this. Don’t make this the end.
“Make the end the beginning of a new start” LIke i have said: You can change this. All youhave to do is decide.