Help someone?

well i just recently joined this website, and commented on a few storys. but as an idivdual, i really need help, i suffer from really bad depression, im in worried that if i keep going the way it is, i will committ suicide, and i cant do that to my family and friends, but at the end of the day it comes down to me. ive been seeing my school councillor, asking for help, i see him a couple times a week, but he doesnt seem to help me, im still feeling like i am, wanting to die, i self harm, i cut almost everyday, and the more i do the deeper my cuts get. i really need to talk so someone, other than a councillor. my family and friends are really there for me, but they have no idea what i go through, ive been to the hopital alot about my cuts, ive been also to a mental health centre, to help me stop thinking about suicde, all i need is help, and im wonding if this website will help me, mmmmm…. my email is jess_porter4@hotmail.com, all i need a friend who understands alot, it is my dying wish