I dont know what to do reading every ones stories, you all have such big problems and everything i mean sure ive been abused a bit by my dad and i get in trouble for disrespect alot but i just feel like suicide my lifes just bored me to this point. I dont have a tale of woe or anything i just want a quick fix cause i dont see the point going through life with nothing happening… Also i find half the comments on peoples stories to be generic christian computerised awnsers that have nothing to say to help you but love peace and happiness.
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hello, my alias is phoung. Its a pleasure to meet you. At the end of my comment i am going to give you my email, and i encourage you to send me an email. I also encourage you to read some of my comments, maybe they can help you in any way.
First off, Everyone has different levels of pain and how much of what they can bare of it. What you may feel isn’t that painful will feel different to some one else. So, please remember, your pain is what YOU feel, no one else can feel it.
Also, there are people who are get depression randomly or for no appearant reason. Or, people get depression because of an event that has occured. But either way, i still believe that depression is always treatable: with the right treatment and support and cooperation. I had a friend who was chronically depressed, but nothing bad had ever happened. But whatever the reason, she was depressed.
Also, the human mind has many tricks up its sleeve. It can remember and forget anything it wants. A person could even be depressed from something that happend to them andthey don’t even know it. But as for you, being abused and punished could be a trigger for depression. No one can really determine that but either a dr. or yourself.
Now, this is a concept often misunderstood by many. “Feeling Suicidal” and “Commiting Suicide” are two very different things. Please remember.
I am not going to condencend you. But i feel that you are still young, you have plenty of time left to live. And it is not life who should make your life exciting. It is soley up to you whether or not if you want to make it exciting.
I remember one summer. I was sick of being bored and depressed at home. So one day, i got up and left my home. I walked around town. After a few days, i became attracked to the train tracks underneath a bridge. That is my only favorite place in my entire city. Like i said, ifyou go out and look for it you’ll find it. Don’t sit and wait around for it to fall into your lap, because the reality is–is that it won’t.
Whenever you have time, come talk to me. I want you to reconsider your feelings for suicide.
silly.snowball@yahoo.com
thanx P.S. at least i can talk with someone sensable. iv tried many methods of self-help, like the 12 steps, church with bible study twice a week. nothing ever seems to stick with me. iv given up on all of it, this is gods payback for yrs. of being an athiest. i know gods alive, cause he saved my life more than once. well maybe il try BUDDA. out
Zunkman, i encourage you to talk to me.