third time is the charm

Hello, my alias is Phoung. Its a pleasure to meet you. I will not jugde you nor will i tell you that what you’re doing is wrong or not. You are free to read my words and think that it is pure bullshit. Or you can choose to think about them.

I will however tell you to reconsider about Commiting to suicide. Yes, it is wrong ofyour mother to do that. But you should consider how your sisters will feel. They will have to deal with being abandoned by not only your mother but by you as well.

If you need to vent, come and vent to me. If youneed to yell, yell at me. If you just want someone to listen then i will listen. if you want me to be here and help you i will do so. It is your decision, youcan turn this all around for yourself and for your sisters. I encourage you to reconsider about not commiting to suicide.

I believe that you can make the right decisions for yourself. You are a soldier, and i belive you should fight. Fight aginst all the bullshit in this world. Because you deserve to die with a peace in mind. Should you commit to suicide now–you will die knowing the only thing you have known: the bitterness, hatred, and unhappyness the world provided for you.

Please, fight for that peace you deserve. You will have your chance, but it is not now, now is not the right time to end everything. I believein you. I really do.

silly.snowball@yahoo.com