So, i can’t say i understand anyone elses pain but my own and i can’t say that i know how to help… but i can try. I can listen and i can relate and i can care. Maybe it’s not enough for some people to just have someone to listen but for others it is enough for others it make everything seem a bit smaller.I’m not the happiest camper out there, and you know it’s life, i’m human we’re all human it’s how we are. It’s in our nature to be over-whemeled by emotion and completely lost in life. To feel alone… to feel like there is no way out like the world has just stopped or is going to fast, like everything is falling. Thats not a feeling that anyone should have to go through, but it’s something you can’t avoid sometimes. We can’t control what thoughts rush to our heads and we can’t control how our emotions play across our lives. What we control is how we act upon said emotions and thoughts, and sometimes even our actions are un-controlable. If i could, i would help everyone, not just my close friends i would just wipe the bad from the world but i’m no magic genie. All we as humans can do is keep trying… even if the world is falling, even if we are isolated in our agony. We need to find some way to survive, it’s our natural instinct. And like i said i’m not syaing i understand anyone elses situation but my own, but i can listen and i can care even if i don’t know you, and when i say ‘care’ i don’t mean ‘pity’ or anything like that. I mean compassion, caring, understanding, and just… caring. So if anyone just needs someone to lean on, even though i’m a stranger email me. Crescent1628@hotmail.com <— i check it as often as i can… and i’m not going to try and be a psycologist because i’m not one, and i’m not going to judge anyone because everyone is entitled to feeling like crap at some point and no matter, no situation is ever worth feeling ashamed about, like if you’re really upset because you lost your pencil well maybe the pencil was special to you. I guess what i mean by that is no matter what it is… if it’s bothering you it’s important… and i do not judge people. 🙂
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I would invite you guys to go to youtube and check the story of Elena Mukhina. The Russian olympic gymnast of the 80’s. Learn about what her life was and then have a talk with yourselves. That little girl has entered my life for the rest of it. And basically all kinds of sad events in life should be compared with her to see if any of us has the shame to feel pity for himself.
Elena Mukhina was a world class gymnast of the Soviet Era. When she was around 10 her parents died in a horrible fire in their home. She was coming from school to kiss her mum and was told the news.
The Sports Committe of the Soviet Union put the girl into a concentration camp for super gifted athlets. That world became her only family She was training 14 hours a day. She was put into doing terrible exercises and broke her leg twice. She broke it before the olympics and so they forced her into surgery they took the plaster too soon off and forced again to do that dangerous exercise about which she was terrified. Her leg failed, she landed on her neck and broke it at the age of 19. Then the Olympic star was abandoned on a wheel chair, completely paralized from the neck to the feet, where she lived in a dark room until she died of desolation and immobility at the age of 46. I did not know about it until she died. You will see the pictures of these “fallen angel†you will see the videos of her sweet smile. That has shattered my heart without repair.
The tragedy that I cannot hug that little girl that I cannot tell her that I will always be by her side is the deepest irremediable pain.
Therefore, at least, in honour of that girl, you should care more for yourselves because that little girl never contemplated suicided although her life was a horrific shattering tragedy.