General Alone??? by MayDarkSmith 12/3/2009 written by MayDarkSmith 12/3/2009 When I’m not with my girl it feels like I’m alone…i don’t know what else to do but cut and cry over it…what am i supose to do??? 5 comments 0 Email Related posts Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 too much and never enough 9/17/2021 Can’t Go On Anymore 9/17/2021 Note from several years ago, still feels relevant 9/16/2021 Sigh… 9/16/2021 Fed up 9/15/2021 5 comments jasonkidd 12/3/2009 - 6:01 pm My girlfriend died. And what i do is pray for her, talk to her, and to God, everyday, every moment… what helps A LOT. And what im loving to do is to write about her and me. Everything, im writing. The parts about intimancy, are just for me, but the rest i will publish and give a copy to each of my friends. If you know how to draw, draw her. If you can write poems, write about her. But, even with all my happyness with her, and God, i want to die. I want to be with her more than i am now, in a safe place, blassed by God. So after i publishi my book, i will kill myself. I plan to. I dont know if i will be capable. Its hard. We need to have the guts. So… try writing about everything you remember about her. My e-mail and msn is firstname.lastname@example.org Cutting is not good. Most of the persons who cuts dont die. And everyone who see your wirsts, start to think things, like “he is a suicidal person” or “he is crasy”, or “he needs help”. Thats why i dont cut. I want the persons to think im fine (and im fine!), and suddenly i will kill myself. Log in to Reply jasonkidd 12/3/2009 - 6:08 pm A note: my girlfriend died five years ago. Just now im thinking about suicide. Log in to Reply emily25 12/3/2009 - 7:46 pm i get this way easily when my man isn’t around. realize she loves you and i’m sure she wouldn’t want you to cut (sorry i’m not really help proly) Log in to Reply K3T K3T K3T 12/3/2009 - 8:22 pm please do not despair. be patient and you’ll be able to live through anything. if you don’t be patient, you’ll become stressed, and that can lead to a lot of different diseases later in your life, and to a shorter lifetime in general. stress will kill you. please pray to be a strong person, to be able to endure hardships, because life is full of them. please don’t pray for an easy life – God wants you to be strong. Log in to Reply PhoungSeppuku 12/4/2009 - 6:36 am hey, kiddo. come and talk to me, will ya? i’ll be here any time you want me to be. I check my emails daily so dont hesitate to send me something. (email@example.com) Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.