I have been fighting to stay with my baby girl for a year now and now i have another one befor i am 18 and can finally be with her in peace!!! My mom does not like that i am a bisexual i guess and so she has done everything in her power to keep me from her, she has even sent me away in the hopes of keeping me away…i love my girl deeply….it’s so hard to hold onto something that you know that you can’t have…when im finally reunited with my love will it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster because now that we are pulled away from eachother, over the next year we will be changing so…will we still love eachother??? I know i will always love her no matter what happens to me but i don’t know what she feels about this…she has already said once that maybe it’s not worth it…i just don’t want to loose her over this! She makes me so happy when she is in my life!!!
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don’t let her become all that you live for, because the devil will take her from you to kill you. he tried that on me, but i managed to save myself – because i have God.
you need God to take care of you – He can be trusted, and you don’t have to worry about Him. please see my post here: http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/please-read-this/
Somedays i feel like i do have god and trust him but then shit happens and then i don’t…god only sends to you what he thinks you can handle right??? Well, what if i can’t handle this for a year?!?!?!
Hell yes i’d fight for love.
if you wanna talk send me an email. (silly.snowball@Yahoo.com)