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So my cheating gf i busted agin today!
It made me go from feeling like dirt to feeling nothing at all.
I didnt say anything.I didnt look at her i didnt even look in her direction. What do i do. I told her i was aiming for suicide. I told her awhile back when she was my gf not my cheating gf. All she said was “ok” i think she could give a damn less. I was thinking if i killed myself my dad and sister would be hurt. But why would i care. Im dead right so it wouldnt even phase me. Well my dad told his mom when he was 17 that he was going to ill himself. She loaded the pistol and handed it to him. He is still here. My sister attempted it. But all she got was a 16K hospital bill. My great aunt 3 or 4 times has one of the most famous suicides in history. Her name is Eva. You can guess her last name. All you have to do is type in eva and suicide and there is a while wiki page on her as well as she was on famikly guy. So if my aunt could do it and get that famous why cant i do it. Not to be famous but to just do it and leave? I want nothing more ten to leave this world. I dont care if i rot in the dirt or am burned to ashes Or go to heaven or hell like some religeons state. I couldnt care. Just as long as i dont have to deal with the stress at home. Or the lack therof a home. My cheating f or anything of tat sort.
Somebody email me. i feel it is better to talk to someone with the same feelings and thoughts as i have.
Dethdomeapart@rocketmail.com
yes it is spelled DETH not DEATH. Why? because i was drunk when i made it and missed a letter.