I Wish, But it’s not. Back To Reality

I wish
I am a heart with no beat,
That only yearns for life,
A mind always buried,
In just way too much strife,
I am a broken spirit,
Longing for revive,
Living life everyday,
Wondering how to survive,
I am a lost smile,
That never dares to show,
Because no one understands,
What I am going through,
I wish nor to be so broken,
I wish to be strong,
I pray that things won’t stay this way,
That they won’t be so wrong.