from the age of 9 to 16, i was bashed and raped constantly.
my first suicide attempt was at 13 when I was caught by my mum. I have been suicidal ever since to varying degrees. I have had several half hearted attempts but normally conceal them in reckless behavior. Recently my memories of what happened resurfaced and I have been devastated. I am seeing a councilor and am on medication.Â I just need the memories to stop and i can’t see any other way of guaranteeing that. I Have 2 lovely nieces and that is what has stopped me so far but I need it to end now not in 10 years time.