Perfect Life

  December 4th, 2009 by violet

I don’t have reason to complain. My life mostly has been going very well, except for being picked on in middle school, and now years later, not doing well in school. I have a family and a boyfriend and other friends that love me. I have accomplished a lot and am not in debt, yet. I know that I am smart and not ugly and a good person. However, I am sensitive and overreact to things, and even though I know I am I just can’t stop myself. I know I can change things, which I am trying, sort of, but it is hard to keep going.
But let me keep this short. Like so many people on here, I don’t die because I don’t want to hurt people. I just don’t know why I really want to die, if my life is so good.  I used to have hope, but now it’s gone, I don’t have a purpose, I’m just an average person.  I will wait a few months to see if anything changes, but if not…you know…

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