please dont do it. have some hope, please. im not gonna sit here and tell you that jesus loves you and God loves you….cuz i know its crap. but please dont give up. my best friend gave up in may 2009….she suffocated herself. and now her family is miserable, and im miserable. there is always hope. please, i am on my knees begging you not to do it. i know it hurts, i’ve hurt so bad in my life that at times i didnt feel like i could handle it anymore…but the sun always comes up. please dont end up like my best friend. it will be ok.