so i just recently found out i am 7 weeks pregnant..
i am also suicidal.. but this site and secret talk help me to deal..
i love my baby already and i dont want to hurt it, so i will not do anything to endanger my child.
the thing is i have lost a baby once before and if i lose this one, i might just kill myself..
i am trying to be very positive and not dwell on the past though, so i am hoping my baby is going to be okay.
if anyone reading this has ever lost a child, can you please tell mme how you got over it????