whats the point

  December 15th, 2009 by lucyborg

i have been quite suicidal for the past couple of months now. i have tried to kill myself 3 times. my housemate knows about 2 of them and no one knows about the 3rd. i wish that one of these attempts had worked. i’m on anti depressants and just wish they would put me into a coma. for those who know me i put on the brave face – as many of us do, i’m sick of it. i dont have the strength anymore. i just cant do it.

i saw a young girl who died today and it has really affected me. i wish i could have given my heart to her and made her be able to live and her family happy. the sadness they felt i wanted to take away from them. i would give up my body to save people’s lives. because the world would be better off without me.

i’m bi-sexual and have lost the 2 people i love, i’m sick of the ‘friends’ bullshit. i’m over it. what else can i do to make people like me.

any ideas?

how about death hey:)

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