My point will be to keep this short, I hope I can stick to that.
I’m a cutter and I’m sick of being ashamed. I’m sick of hiding it and convincingly covering up my suicide attempts. I honestly just want the desire to kill myself to go away. I’ve felt happiness and I want it more and more. I’m having a hard time getting that because of my relationship with myself mostly, with my family, and the fact I can’t stop failing school.
Anyone have any advice? I’ve been in this same rut for about 5 years, and I feel like I’m 12 years old again, cutting myself in the corner praying I’ll feel better dead.