So.. This time i really have lost everything. My mother has been missing for 2 months now, my sister has moved to Europe and doesn’t wish to talk anymore, my Father has been dead for a long time, and my brothers.. I haven’t spoken to them in 4 years. I wish to be buried next to the one love of my life and my baby boy. I want Horses by Daryl Braithwaite to be playing at my funeral. Purple orchids and white lilies. For the past 3 years, i’ve just ruined my life completely. I can’t get through a day without having a few lines of coke, or a six pack of some alcoholic substance. I just hope someone’s there to plan this. I won’t miss any of my friends, although i know they’re going to be upset at the time, they’ll be over it in a week. The only reason they’ll miss me is because no one is going to be there to pick up the pieces. Everyone else.. Hold onto what you have. Oh the advantages of having an Uncle who goes hunting..