my life isnt the worst. not like most of the people here. its probably not even close. i used to think that i was in love but i was blinded . i never really felt what that was. but thats not the point. i cme across this website because i was angry upset and alone. today my older sister drove me and my other older sister and my cousin to the movies. it was okay we had a good time. on our way home i sat in the front seat. my sister is a careless driver. so she gets on the highway the speed limit is 45. shes speeding 60. i tell her to slow down and that there was cops around, she flipped me off. so were getrting closer to our house and its a tight street on a hill. another car is coming our way and sles slowing down but not soon enough. i see her about to hit a parked car on my side of the street.while she hit it i yelled at her and told her to watch out. so we get home im furoius cause this ass has the nerve to blame me. i get home first and tell my father what happened. she gets home and he yells at me. i always get the blame for things in my house, im the youngest girl of three girls. ughh. im tired of getting all the blame. at my highest point of anger i really wanted to either break her face or run away and die, i figured if im not around anymore who would get the blame. odds are, i proabaly still would.! oh yeah so i started driving legally now and because of this my dad said neither of us would get the car…but shes daddys princess so i know shess gunna get it, but she legit ruins my life
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Dear girl. The experience that I have by looking around in the world is that most families are hell. To find a lovely, estable, healthy, knit family is very, very, very difficult. Maybe one or two out of 1000. This is because that is passed on. Kids who have been brought up in conflictive families always inherite some of the problems and so it is spread around. Modern society contributes to making it worse, because this competitive world, the selfishness that rules everything makes people unbalanced, taking wrong decisions when finding boyfriends or girlfriends, husbands or wives, etc. Of course, my family was not an exception. Finally I left home, but the luggage has accompanied me all my life. The best you can do is fix your mind in the goal of becoming independent with a good job, something that you can get by good education and then try to find a partner with whom to make one of those few exceptional families.
Sorry about this words, but your sister is a bastard *****. She could have killed you by her irresponsible driving despite everybody knowing the tragedies and accidents that everyday happen by doing things like that.
You have to have your mindset about getting what you need, stick to it and do without them as much as you can.