I AM

I am a daughter, a sister,a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while i am dying on the inside. I listen to others who won’t listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love u and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at all at once. AND ALL I WANT IS FOR U TO LOVE ME!!!