I don’t get it…

  January 1st, 2010 by CooLDsteR

Why are there different religions? Is there only one real “good” religion? Are some real, others not? What if they’re all real, and whichever one you believe in, you reach its respective afterlife?

Why do we live in an imperfect world? Why was I born in 1984, and not 2147? Why was I born with only one good eye? Why weren’t we born perfect in a perfect world? Why do people believe different parts & values, etc. of different beliefs/religions?

If there is a supernatural being/God out there, why do they allow harm to people? For mistakes to occur? I do not get why a “God” would create a being that would disobey its orders.

I mean, I DO believe there is some sort of supernatural force that created us, this planet, the chair we’re on, etc. etc. (because the material had to have come from somewhere).

I think…. I think I just don’t get WHY they would create, and allow, people to experience pain and sadness and anger. Why not just create a perfect world? Plain and simple, why didn’t/don’t they?

Growing up, I’ve been to Jehovah’s Witness, United Methodist, Catholic, and non-denomination Christian (most recent & longest) churches. I used to ONLY and LOVE listening to Christian music (dc talk, MWS, etc), used to be an excellent prayer… but long have I left all of that…

If they are so loving and powerful, they should understand why I attempted to drown myself recently. I failed, and perhaps fortunate to not have serious brain damage… I mean, if you’re going to kill yourself, better to be successful than to live and deal with serious pain from serious injuries, brain damage, etc.

I thought drowning would’ve been easy, maybe I should just hang myself…

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