My life has been so hard.Mom’s boyfriend molested me.My father beat.My mother didn’t love me.Then I fell in love with a guy who beats me and tortures me.I want to be a good mother but I can’t because I don’t feel like a good person if I was a good person people would love me. I just want to give up now.
Honey, you’re not a bad person, and you don’t deserve what’s been perpetrated against you. I grew up in a similar situation, and I can tell you that I believed the same myself for many years until I realized that I had just been brainwashed by the sick fuck into believing that I deserved it. Please, if you’re with an abusive partner, CALL THE POLICE. Inform the authorities, seek counseling, and get away from the guy. Anyone who beats and tortures you does not love you, and you have an alternative to a) staying with him or b) dying. You don’t have to be with him any longer. You’ll find that life is a thousand times easier when you’re not being tortured by someone who takes their self-hatred out on you. Things will get so much better.
My prayers are with you.
nope dont give up, all you gotta do is realize that you are good and if u dont believe it im telling you, if anyone understands how your feeling its me, im here! i better hear from you! 🙂