So this is my post. Im 15, and half dead. This is the only place i can find to talk about my feelings. I had a friend who I first told was suicidal and at the time he became my best friend and helped me. But now he has seemed to have gotten anoyed with helping me. I have become a burden to him it seems. Im still his friend I guess, but I sometimes wonder if he helped me only because he felt sorry for me and thought this was just a phase. He was my last hope, and now he is starting to slip away. Everyone else thinks im a freak. I have aspergers which is a mental dissability thats screws up your social skills. It does much more than that too. Its a form of high funtioning autism you see. I feel different from everybody in the world. I cant get support from my parents because they….. well wont give it lol. They think their being good parents. At first I thought that they didnt know. But they started talking about it. That made me hate them. The yelled at me for felling sad. My mom makes fun of me for going to my friends for help “your a baby” she says. Well im failing schoolof course, and I go to a private school and if i dont pull above a 1.8 in three weeks they kick me out. The only time I see my one support friend is at school, and I might be cut off from that too. Things are getting worse by the day. How long can I last? Do any of you have a story like me?
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
6 comments
My story isn’t like yours, but I can still relate you. I hope you know, that no matter what you may feel, you’re not alone. All of us on here are here to help you and support you. We’re here to give you advice and listen to you vent and try and help you, :). If you ever want to talk, you can email me at daddislilgirlx3@yahoo.com. We can talk, and share our stories. I’m a good listener, I promise.
Much love<3.
thanka kaitlynsierra. Ive never had this good luck with friends haha! Mabey Ill email you sometime. Thanks for your reply!
Well, I’m always here to help, :]. I actually just made a new email address, hopefully where more people can get in touch with me. Since daddislilgirlx3 is my personal account, it’s sometimes hard to reply to everyone because all of my everything is directed back to that account. But I now have theresstillhope@rocketmail.com. You can email there whenever you’d like, (:
Hey, my story is almost identical to yours, Im 15, I have some mental problems which i dunno what they are yet, when it all started to get too much for me I told my best friend as everyone else thinks im a freak, she was understanding but as soon as her problem was resolved she stopped talking to me so now im on my own, if you need to talk just email me helpme1994@live.co.uk
But good luck with it all =)
i can say i’ve been though a very similar experience..
if you need anything email me..
breatheme_93@yahoo.com
I have more or less the same problem, I also have autism and have a really hard time making friends, I only have a few friends in school and i only see them in school. outside of school i have absolutely no friends, my friends in school live to far away and have so many friends themselves so in the weekends im all alone, im 18, on that age you should go out and have fun and stuff in the weekends, but without any friends i cant do that. it makes me feel really pathetic and worthless. and when i leave school in a year or so i will lose the few friends i have and be all alone all the time and i really cant live that way!!!