today has been such a bad day….
& i’ve decided that maybe this life just wasn’t made for me…
i can’t keep faking & pretending that there’s nothing wrong…
everything in my world is wrong..
i lost it all; my family, the love of my life, my heart, my soul,my will to make it through…
there’s nothing left to live for & in way im kinda grateful for what i had till he took it all away from me and left me alone here.
but, this burning pain is beyond overwhelming and the tears keep coming…
i ask myself where i went wrong along the way..
if you understand me then you have the upperhand…
cause i have a hard time understanding me…
but i do understand what its like to be alone, to have to go through life missing the most important pieces.
i know what its like to sit in your room crying, cutting and wishing for death.
its true you know.. you cant pray pain away.
its better to just let go of life while you can..
i hope i find a better home than this broken home..
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It’ll be okay love, i promise.