let me tell you frankly, i want to die because i’m in pain or i’m not able to cop with the amount of pain. You may think my reason for suicide is just not enough or fair enough to do this.
But I feel like i’m done with my life. Now if i live more, i cannot make anyone happy.
If i live more the people who loves me will hate me eventually. And I broke up with my girlfriend. And believe me this is not the reason. Even before meeting her, I had a feeling for commitng suicide. But till now i could nt do it, just because 3 thoughts,what my parents will do if i die(I do love them very much), And I have strong spiritual relegious background. suicide is a sin, second reason. Now the third reason, I dont know which way i shoud commit suicide. I dont want to feel the pain. So one good option is Sleeping pills but if someone catches me or if i went to comma stage. Oh shit i cnt even think about my parents situation if something like this happens.
Now the reasons for me to think about suicide:
I have no aim or desire.
Nobody except for my parents cares for me. But I’m away from my parents also. So I’m all alone. Also I am a little bit of reserved type. Its not easy for me to get along with people.
I have no girlfriend
I have no degree
I have no carrier ambition(but i hv a good paying job because of my computer skills)
i want to know what happens next, i mean ater this life.
And the last reason is a question, Why should I live.
So anybody have comments on my problems., as i said My problems may not be a big deal or you may not find this reason enough for committing suicide. But if you are looking that point of view, I ll have to say fuck off, your problem also will have a solution.. 🙁 x-(