im about to kill myself. i dont wanna leave my dad with a bloody traumatic mess. can someone please tell me a good drug to overdose on? i just want him to find me in a non gorey way.
DO NOT LECTURE ME ABOUT GOD. GOD IS A LIE AND HE IS DEAD TO ME. DO NOT LECTURE ME ABOUT “LIVING A HAPPY LIFE” AND “GETTING BETTER” BECAUSE IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN. I WANT PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT MY DECISION TO DIE. THANK YOU!
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im not gonna lecture you about god, i’m not religious, i’m not gonna lecture you about getting better and i’m definately not saying i know what your going through cos i don’t, but i wanna say think of the other people, the people that care for you and love you. Just cos some things are shit it doesnt mean the world is, honestly its not the best way forward, i don’t know your situation, and if this is your decision i understand but think of your dad, cos he obviously cares and you care for him, you have to understand people care for you, and try not to dwell on the shit in your life cos it makes it worse. i’ve wanted to kill myself before but you have to stay strong for your family, i’m not lecturing i hope :/ and i just think you should reconsider. i hope this hasn’t made you angry,
i dont give a shit about the other people. they’re the ones who have scarred me the way i have been, and fuck you with your smartass comment about a water. go get a life and stop pissing of suicidal people, you dont wanna be left liable do you?
If there’s such nice drug to die on, I’d like to know about that too.
ermm, i didn’t piss you off did i? that wasn’t my intention :/ sorry,
I was doing some “research” during past few days and I find that overdose really isn’t good way to off yourself. Not until you have cyanide pills which is impossible to get. I would like to tell you a good non-gorey way which I found but I don’t know if I have right to do it. Some people on this site would kill me if I do so. Also I’m not certain how good that way is. Anyway if you are still interested try to search on google and also wikipedia. It’s not that hard to find it. But please don’t overdose yourself – it maybe a really unpleasant experience with no result.
@Entity – would this have something to do with charcoal, perhaps? 🙂
I feel real sorry for your Dad – he won’t ever get over this if you off yourself. He’ll probably blame himself – think he did something wrong, wonder why he didn’t see it. A parent’s worst nightmare is losing a child – especially to suicide. Really too bad for you Dad.
try ecstacy? ODing isnt the best way to go, because you take major seizures and spazzes and shit after you take the pills.
you could try carbon monoxide poisoning. just sit in a car, jam the muffler with something. apparently its just like falling asleep and its over.