Never Again

I never want to feel this ever again I want it to go away. I feel broken and pitiful. I cringe when I see myself and I hate myself so much. I hate living everyday I absolutely hate it and I want to die I want it to be over I want to die so much and I can’t do it myself and I hate myself even more for that and I want to go away forever and never return to this feeling inside this feeling of lonliness and despair and sure hatred for myself. It worrsens everyday and I can’t talk to anyone I juat can’t bring myself to actually walking up to someone and telling them whats happened to me and how I never want to feel this feeling again. Never Again……