when i think of our song…

I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest who’d have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn’t think enough
I’m too depressed, to go on
You’ll be sorry when I’m gone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I could still feel alive
When I can’t wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over I survived
And I can’t wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
-adams song

he’s really gone. the only thing i had left in the world..my world is over. love is such a fake and reckless thing. i never knew what real love was. my dad was all i had and once he was gone there was nothing left. one cut for every kiss….