do u ever get the feeling like ‘ is that it?’ is this what i was born for , to just exist and nothing more? Do u ever get the feeling your never going to be happy, as in, your were just not meant to be ?
i really feel like this is it you know? this is what the rest of my life is going to be like , ill neverÂ be happy to the extent I want to be , ill just be , ill just exist , go through life doing all the things imÂ supposed to do , like everyone else, only without even getting to experience the pleasures that we all have a right to by being prisoners to the modern society.
i dont have the balls to even attempt suicide, even though i want to so much. i dont want to live the rest of my life like this , being unhappy , alone , depressed and without a hope of it gettin any better.Â im stuck , stuck in this thing called life , the only way of setting myself free is blocked by my own cowardliness.
so do you ?do you get that feeling? cause thats all im feeling lately.