Just been allowed out of hospital, i don’t understand why i fail everytime. And whoever is emailing me saying that i’m only 15 and don’t have any real problems, i hope you die a slow and painful death. I don’t want to deal with you. Does it make you feel big? Harassing a 15 year old girl, telling her she deserves to die so no one will have to listen to her complaining anymore? You don’t know one single fucking thing about why i’m this way or why i try and escape. The amount of other people that have come onto this site since i was last here is astounding, i hope for some of you it helps in someway. I just use it to vent, because i’m sick of 4 years of psychiatrists, psychologists, counsellors and the “mental health team” at my local hospital. I dunno, thought i’d just write something hey. If anyone needs to talk, about ANYTHING i’m sure i can be of some assistance. I may be 15, but have seen and dealt with more than anyone will ever know. Talk, ask questions or just need me to listen, i’m here..