Just been allowed out of hospital, i don’t understand why i fail everytime. And whoever is emailing me saying that i’m only 15 and don’t have any real problems, i hope you die a slow and painful death. I don’t want to deal with you. Does it make you feel big? Harassing a 15 year old girl, telling her she deserves to die so no one will have to listen to her complaining anymore? You don’t know one single fucking thing about why i’m this way or why i try and escape. The amount of other people that have come onto this site since i was last here is astounding, i hope for some of you it helps in someway. I just use it to vent, because i’m sick of 4 years of psychiatrists, psychologists, counsellors and the “mental health team” at my local hospital. I dunno, thought i’d just write something hey. If anyone needs to talk, about ANYTHING i’m sure i can be of some assistance. I may be 15, but have seen and dealt with more than anyone will ever know. Talk, ask questions or just need me to listen, i’m here..
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Hey sweetie, I’m 37 not 15, but I do know the psych ward routine all too well, and the having to deal with arrogant detached psychiatrists who think they can advise, admonish and criticize you after only spending half an hour with you. Hmm like it took my psychologist months and months to gain my full trust; and a more holistic understanding of why I’m like this, and why I’m going to do what I’m going to do. But anyway fuck the asshole psychiatrists and mental health teams and the dickhead ppl who pass judgment on you… you don’t need them, okay!? But you are very young honey, and sometimes things do get better, so find a good therapist you really trust just on the off chance he/she might be able to help… ^_^
Hey, Im also 15, have delt with many things that some may find horrific, I have attempted suicide a few times, and I also havethe problem of people emailing me and telling me to go die in a ditch somewhere. Only difference is, they were ment to be with my friends.
if you need to talk, about anything then email me : www. hana-init@hotmail.com (no space between http://www.h)
im here for you too so write to me i understand!!! and i wont say your too young or nothing because thats never true people can go through tons of stuff within a short time!
e-mail-mkafan12@yahoo.com
I understand exactly what you feel. I’m 14, and my parents or anyone else don’t believe I’m depressed. I don’t think about suicide, but my best friend was just let out of the hospital (for depression), so I know how it’s like there. If you need someone to talk to, email me please! senderlin@sbcglobal.net
i’m 35, female, and i just want to say i love that you said this: “And whoever is emailing me saying that i’m only 15 and don’t have any real problems, i hope you die a slow and painful death. I don’t want to deal with you. Does it make you feel big? Harassing a 15 year old girl, telling her she deserves to die so no one will have to listen to her complaining anymore? You don’t know one single fucking thing about why i’m this way or why i try and escape.” – Your absolute confidence in saying this to the dissenters is inspirational – I don’t get direct statements that tell me to go die in a ditch or that Idon’t have real problems…the ones I hear are much more passive aggressive…which makes me think I’m nuts for suspecting these people have it in for me…but because the statements and intent are passive aggressive you can’t really prove it, and they’ll deny it and condemn you for even confronting them about it – I wish I could tell those fuckers to fuck off like yu just did, stick with it and never back down