I think I’m drunk enough to do it. I just can’t take it anymore. Will someone please help me? I want to die so bad, but I don’t want to die. I’ve been reading this site for a while, but this is my first post. Nobody will take me seriously, I have no one to talk to.
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Well, talk about it. What troubles you?
Best thing is to get angry. Step out of the box (that takes mental practise, its quite difficult, but the result is interesting). Go do something you wouldnt do otherwise, start smoking (once your through with depression youll realise what an idiot you are and try the rest of you life to quit..like I am trying). Life is a ***** many would agree. Stop reading bs about how beautiful life is on supposedly helpful websites that end in .gov
Unless your already dead, I suggest lighting a cigarette, getting away from the computer and going into a bar. Sounds stupid and may not help, then again might. Wont resolve your problem thats for sure, but may angle your perspective. Or, and this is really far out, go to youtube.com and enter in childbirth. While looking at the nasty mess and the women shrieking in pain, it will either arouse you, think of life a little differently, or make you vomit. Either way, you’ll feel something different as to what you are feeling right now. And just for the record, you are reading from a person who has lived in 3 different countries, went to 8 different schools, ran away from home, lived with a guy who has been taking zoloft and mentally abused me for 3 years, not to mention cheated on me on 3 different occasions with 3 different women, unsuccessfull suicide attempt, fell in love with a guy 29 years older and married, cheated on him and did drugs for which he managed to deport me to a different country and I can never go back although it is my home, and am currently out of work. If you think your life sucks then please top this, I shall be happy to read.