I’m so tired. I just want to throw it all away, seeing as I no longer care. I’m 34, married, and have a 3 year old daughter. But I just don’t care anymore. I have a life insurance policy, and ssi death benefits won’t pay in event of a suicide. But I’ve found the way. I know how to make it look like an accident. Now I just have to wait for the right timing. We’ll all be better off after this is done.