I’m so tired. I just want to throw it all away, seeing as I no longer care. I’m 34, married, and have a 3 year old daughter. But I just don’t care anymore. I have a life insurance policy, and ssi death benefits won’t pay in event of a suicide. But I’ve found the way. I know how to make it look like an accident. Now I just have to wait for the right timing. We’ll all be better off after this is done.
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I honestly know where u comin from I feel the same but I have no kids n I think that u should think about ur daugther she is only 3 n disevres to have a mom in her life. U shouldn’t take that away from her. Really think about her cause only a mom can give a love that no one can n I know that she would love to have u in her life n grow up with u n then have u as her best friend when she iis older. Plzz think about ur daugther
im going to kill my self to im 47 years old been wanting to die for years i want to do it this year when i find a good way to take my life
I seriously wanna die too, I’m 37 now, and life no longer means anything to me. I’m literally just waiting for my dogs to die; but they’re getting old, sick and tired and I love them enough to hang round until they go first… then I’m free of this world as well. But I must admit having a 3 year old daughter complicates matters; cuz she’s gonna be completely dependent on you for the next decade or so, so I think in that case you’ve gotta seek help and put her first. I’m sorry if that sounds unsympathetic, cuz I assure you I am, but that’s the way I see it…
Mellz, I’m a guy. And i do think about my daughter. I would have done this years ago if it wasn’t for her. I also have a 17 year old daughter from a previous relationship. Also, thats why I’ve been trying to find a way that I could do this so my life insurance and ssi would pay out for them. I was waiting until she got older, then I found out my wife was pregnant. So I’ve held on for this long….but I’m just so tired. I loathe the fact every morning that I actually woke up. And I do love my family in an intellectual sense (as in the fact I know I do) but I don’t FEEL it…I don’t feel anything. No hopes, dreams, guilt joy anything. My health insurance wont pay for anything, and my doctor won’t proscribe me anti-depressants…. I’m just at the end of my rope.
That sound discouraging for me.
I’ve been thinking about this for 6years now. but it gotten really worse in the past year. I need to keep trying new thing to keep me distract from the thought. and i think that for sure if i have a baby, it will solve my problem at least for a short while.
but then if the thought came back it might be selfish for me to do it and leave a child behind, but hey if i’m gonna kill myself, why would i care if anyone will call me selfish.
Just keep busy and hang on as long as you can, i’ll do the same.
NOPE! YOUR NOT GOING TO!!! im here and i care and i understand so i better hear from you!!!!
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