I am fourteen right now, my birthday was pretty recently. I have been cutting myself for some time now. I do not know the exact date or year. I sometimes feel as if I am a sick person. I do not think I cut myself out of depression, it’s more of a way to relax and calm down. I talk to my friend, whom I am really close with, she assumes I have a blood fetish. I am sick. I cut myself. I drink my own blood. I do not think that I would kill myself because I do not have that kind of courage. If that is the right word. That’s all I guess. I just feel like maybe if I post something on here, maybe I will feel better. Maybe just talking about it to someone who will probably forget this, will work. Maybe it will fix my sick mind. Somehow.
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i’m sorry that you’re going through this. i would be more than happy to talk to you about things…i don’t think that you have a blood fetish or that you are sick… it is a sad thing that you cut yourself, and you do it because the world encourages you to find such ways to feel better. i’m sorry
please talk to me.. my contact info is at skull09.net
please pray for strength, and take care of yourself! you are very important.
K3T I warn you. You are dealing with people on the tight rope. If you make any of them going desperate because of your religious phreaks I will make you legally responsible as inductor.
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To “cutting”. Do you relate your feeling so to something that happened? has it been going on for long? how were you before that ? alvaro at yandex.ru
I will listen and by all means will help you
God won’t help me K3T, I’m sorry. Also, can you stop trying to help people, because sometimes the idea of God doesn’t work. Maybe start your own site for saving people, but don’t post your shit on everyone’s entry. You say the same shit every time and you could make things worse. Sorry for being so rude, but it’s true. But please, you do not have to actually read and take this into your mind. I was simply writing to release myself. Thanks though.
hey, i know i sound stupid, but i can help..i cut too. i understand it. its not a blood fetish, i dont think. but maybe your reasons are different than mine. i do it to feel something, to know im not numb anymore from being hurt so much. i do it so i can feel pain somewhere else besides inside. i do it to take my mind off my hurt… cutting is a sickness, i agree. but you can’t help it. i understand. i feel stupid,pathetic,and sick also.. but its what you need. need help? im here. message me. dance.cassie.dance@hotmail.com
im not going to push my beliefs about God or anything on you, only here to help.