Death Needs Me Now

  March 20th, 2010 by blacknduglycaligirl

I’ll be 38 yrs old soon. Tonight the pull is strong. I wonder if I’ll make it. I’m losing hope again. How could the future possibly get better? I don’t want to be remembered for killing myself because I’m black and ugly.I wish I didn’t wish and daydream of a better life all the time. I know beauty doesn’t guarantee love. Is that trite ass shit about loving yourself true? tell me your thoughts

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