Iâ€™ve recently been discharged from the military, i had a good job that i loved, i got paid a good amount and plus people, (generally) respected my sacrifices for the country and line of work. Until recently, i have been charged with sexual misconduct with a minor. Now before you start judging. The girl was 17, three weeks from her 18th birthday, and she came over to my place and it was all consensual. We had a couple drinks, and fooled around. Now I know what happened was wrong, and what I did (being the adult) was against the law. Iâ€™ve never been in trouble before, never even really broke the law before, with the exception of a speeding ticket here or there. And I am now facing some serious punishment, I got discharged from the military, lost the GI bill, all my VA benefits, everything Iâ€™ve worked for in the past ten years gone, two tours in Iraq for nothing. I got evicted from my place, had to sell most of my possessions and itâ€™s still not over. Since Iâ€™m not working Iâ€™m currently looking, and even though Iâ€™m not convicted yet, Iâ€™m shunned by all employers. No one wants to hire a sex offender. The news has slandered my name, the entire military has as well, and now the only people I have in my life look at me as if Iâ€™m diseased. The night in question happened a while ago, it was just once and since then Iâ€™ve met someone who I have really fell for, and now that person no longer wants to be with me, (canâ€™t blame her). Considering how much Iâ€™ve already lost, and there isnâ€™t a conviction yet, Iâ€™m still facing more. The rest of my life is going to be tainted by this one night. Iâ€™m going to have to register as a sex offender for the rest of my life, which means I canâ€™t live in certain places, canâ€™t have certain jobs, and canâ€™t even go to the movies, (places where teenagers hang out). Plus Iâ€™ll be a felon, which means no more voting in the country that I defended at war (twice). And no more hunting, no longer can have a passport so I canâ€™t even leave the country. My whole life is over, and not over like â€œoh poor baby go get a job flipping burgers and itâ€™ll be okayâ€ no over like I might as well not even live anymore, I canâ€™t do anything anymore. I had dreams that I can never obtain because of the titles that will be thrusted upon me. and if I end up in prison, Iâ€™m going to be â€œownedâ€. Iâ€™m looking seriously into killing myself, I think the community will be better off, the Military will be, and the entire country will be. Also what kind of life am I looking forward to if I stay alive? Not much of one by my guess. Iâ€™ve done some research on the subject and am looking for the fastest easiest most promising way to kill myself. Any suggestions?