everyone deserves to be loved. no one should go through the pain i suffer through. its not fair for one person to have everything, caring family, friends, lovers, supporters. and then i have nothing. i work so hard on being happy. i have no friends, they all abandoned me. i have no family. my mom hates me. she just told me i cant ever come to her house again, even thogh she knows i have absolutely no where else to go. if it wasnt for my boyfriend, i would be dead now. but things arent looking good for us anymore. going in depth and typing out all of my problems in my world will not solve anything. and honestly i just have way toooooo many problems. im here to say that instead of color, all i see is grayness. its like im dull now and theres nothing left of me. i can no longer take the pain from my peers.. if they want me to die, like im sure they do, or they would be nice to me, then they get their way finally. i am done with feeling soooo sad over a simple thing like being loved. i feel used, abused and fed up. there is not one thing to live for. there hasnt been my whole life. i am nineteen. and done.
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Hey, listen to me: suicide’s not the answer. No, I don’t fell the way you do, and I never had, but please, don’t hurt yourself. Talk with someone, or talk to God, or talk to yourself. Think about what you’re doing and think hard. Think pass all the things that are going wrong in your life. Do you really want to die now. You’re only nineteen. All I’m saying, think about it before it’s too late. Take this advice from The Savior.
I’m sorry you have so much pain. People can be so cruel. I often feel lost as well, but I’m finding my way. I know that I don’t know you, and I don’t know what is goin on in your life, but if you are looking for someone to reach out to you, I am. Please don’t throw away your life, because you don’t have people right now that support you. You are so young, as I am I. I am five years older than you. But there are so many great things out there. So many wonderful things to be seen, and to do. Don’t let people keep you from that. Don’t let other people make you feel like you are worthless. Please. Don’t let go of hope. You have so much ahead of you.
@savior fuck off. I know your kind, one of those baptist phreaks from the midwest. brainwashed when you were 14 now you cant count your fingers if it is not with the help of god.
As per the girl. Your boyfriend does not love you? What kind of nice person would not love a sensitive lovely girl like you? find a boyfriend who deserves you!