have been given another chance but all i keep doing is disappoint my parents now my mum will never forgive me for this. i have done drugs, alcohol and almost everything but still my mum was there, she made sure that i smiled through the darkest shadows of my life. but she never really got a chance to know what i was going through. i laughed to the burst of the loudest of my voice and with that everyone always thought i was fine and going through a good path. i have this pain and anger within, what better killing myself than having being shouted by my mum again for the 15680 time?????
🙁 i am so in pain i have been to 2 psychologists already but still no help, survived 9suicidal attempts. is this a sign for me? i cant seem to see anything apart from the looser i am. im such a *****, i keep ruining my mum’s life. when will she find happiness if i keep disappointing her? how can she have the most perfect lilfe if she still have me as her daughter? i hate myself and after writtung this im going to OVERDOSE and try dying in pain.
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no, no, please don’t. that would surely hurt your mother further.
you can’t do that to her…she gave birth to you… you are her child.
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don’t hurt yourself, please. forgive the ones who hurt you. please talk to me.
thank you for reading.
Hey, listen! Killing yourself would only put your mom in even more pain. Imagine how devastated she would feel to know her daughter took her own life because she was depressed. If the phsychiatrist didnt work out for you, you need to talk to someone you know and trust. Your mom should be your first choice. And you can get over the drug thing. Millions have, I know you can too.
Just don’t hurt yourself. If you really care for your mom, you would try to find help to get past the drugs and inner hatred. That help could even come from your mom. One more think, you may not be a believer or anything but try talking to God. It always works for me. Take advice from the Savior.
@The Savior. You are cruel and inconsiderate. You are making people have to believe what you believe without caring actually for them
THANX GUYS THANX ALOT!!! BUT HW DO I LET MY MUM SEE DAT IM HURTING? @JUSTALVARO WHY U SAYING ALL THAT ABOUT SAVIOR?